Hmmm :')

Hmmm alooo comel jehh. Nak pick a word from the quote, if Haikal stalk blog aku...he will read this... "He'd never get jealous because he already know I love him more than anything and when he says FOREVER, he means no matter what." Yeah, kalau awak tahu, saya takpernah jealous dekat awak, bila awak cerita pasal ex awak, bila awak cerita pasal kawan awak yg suka dekat awak. Bila awak tanya "you jealous ke?" and I definitely says, "tak" then I laughing so you can know that I don't even mind. But hell yeah, seriously, saya risau sangat awak. Saya risau kalau suatu hari nanti, awak penat layan kerenah saya, awak penat sakithati kerana saya, awak akan pergi dari hidup saya. Sumpah saya risau :( Siapa tak risau awak, but I try to remind myself that you love me more right? You never be like that cause you love me, yeah you never. Promise me? Can you? Hmm I can't imagine if one day, we can't be together...NO! I can't, I don't want imagine that time, I just wanna be with you. Tak salah kan kalau saya tetap tunggu awak? Sebab sayang saya ni, saya yakin saya boleh tunggu awak :') Tapi awak, saya nak satu je awak, percayalah..anything I did, anything I do, I only love you. You know what? Every second I always thinking of you..like "apalah dia buat sekarang ni?" "rindu aku ke tak ni?" then I'll smile, I try to think that you also had same feeling like me right? Hm I hope so...bila something happen, balik tu I taksabar nak cerita dekat you, nak share dekat you. But, sokay...I faham you selalu tension...then kita gaduh. Conversation akan jadi.......*senyap* or "hmm. hmmm" tu jela kan? Kalau kita gila gila,.....haih sangat best time tu. I feel like I don't wanna skip that time. We laugh together, we joke. Awak, kalau ingat balik waktu kita gila-gila, kita happy, kita bergurau...I feel like I'm only girl in the world. Kalau awak nak tahu, bila awak kata "......nanti I call you" and I was like, okay..I stop doing what I done and just see my home screen image...and my phone vibrate, "Incoming call, Haikal Haziq <3" time tu kalau awak tengok, saya senyum sampai ketelinga hahaha :) Hmm, no matter what I do today, yesterday, tomorrow and so on, I always love you, miss you :) orang mesti kata "dekat mulut, kau bolehlah cerita, dalam hati?" awak, dalam hati ni...cuma Allah jela yg boleh tahu berapa banyak syg saya dekat awak. Kalau awak takpercaya.....entahlah, saya pun taktahu nak cakap mcm mana lagi awak :) yg penting, You're my only half, my only soulmate :)